Thursday, December 18, 2008

What I've Been Doing

I got too behind on the NanoWrimo front due to a nasty virus that had me bedridden for three days, so I had to give it up. It's just as well. I'm back on the novella (Vendetta), but I'm struggling. I have been doing a lot of studying on the art of writing, such as characterization, plot & structure, and scenes.

These are some great books and I recommend them: PLOT & STRUCTURE by James Bell, MAKE A SCENE by Jordan E. Rosenfeld. There is another, but it is in my car and I'm too lazy to go get it at the moment. I'll list it later. I've also been into this month's POETS & WRITERS MAGAZINE. There are so awesome articles in it. This is the MFA edition.

I really wish I could go back to school, but we can't afford it right now. That and I don't have the time. I'd love to get my degree and teach literature.

I've also been doing a little studying of poetry. I picked up that Alexandrine form is a poem that has 12 syllables on each line. That sounded challenging, so I decided to write one. I'm not the world's best poet, but I do enjoy writing poems.

THE SOUP SLOB

He drinks the soup from a chipped, blue ceramic bowl.
Soup dribbles down his bearded chin in rivulets.
He wipes the streams away with the hem of his sleeve
And so the soup continues until laundry day.

Currently I am back at work on Vendetta. I'm just taking it scene by scene. I've also added some stuff for characterization and hopefully fixed the POV issues. I used to think I knew what I was doing and somewhere a long the way I lost my confidence. The illness I deal with has a lot to do with that I think. The chronic pain and fatigue; also, the depression and mood swings.

I'm determined to get this novella done. I have other projects to work on. I haven't written a story in so long I'm worried I've forgotten how (not really).

Anyone else get holiday blues?

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

VOTING

I did it and it was fairly painless. I live in a very conservative area. My neighbor across the street just put up his McCain yard sign yesterday. And up at the school where we vote, there were McCain/Palin signs at the drive. There weren't any Obama signs anywhere, but that's okay. I put my vote in for him anyway.

My 6th grader came home yesterday and said his friends didn't want Obama to win because he is a Muslim. I had to explain to him that his friends were wrong and that Obama is not a Muslim, but a Christian. It is frightening how kids will parrot the beliefs of their parents and grandparents and defend those beliefs simply because they are held by family. But then, they are kids. I'm hoping they will outgrow that.

Obama is not Muslim and is not a socialist. Anyone who believes these lies is an idiot.

On the NanoWriMo front, I am not at 6,000 words. I'll try to reach 8,000 today, though I'm feeling really tired and icky.

Monday, November 3, 2008

My NanoWriMo Novel So Far

This is probably the strangest bit I've ever written...and the most fun. The title at the moment is YOUNG AT DEATH, but it may change.

Our protagonist is sixteen-year-old Anwyn, Annie to her friends. Her father dead and abandoned by her mother, she lives with her violent and alcoholic Aunt Ethel and her perverted Uncle James. She learns that her best and only friend, Cathy, is moving to Australia. When cornered by her Uncle, she stabs herself in the throat with a pair of scissors in an attempt to end her pain and to cause him pain. However, she didn't think things through and now she is in a worse place than ever.

Accompanied by her pet rat, Oreo, whom she can now understand, she wanders through Limbo while waiting for her comatose body to either recover or die. Limbo happens to be the hospital. So far she has met an angel whom she asked for help and was told that helping her was not his area. And she has met David whose body is in a coma from a drug overdose.

David is suspicious and fearful at first, but not wanting to be alone, he follows her and they become friends. They discover that they cannot leave the building and decide to explore the hospital. They end up on the pediatrics floor where they meet a little girl with a teddy bear. David inquires about the bear's name and the little girl tells him the bear's name is Jaws. David finds this funny, but not for long. The little girl puts the bear down on the floor and it changes into a demonic grizzly that tries to eat them. Their fear snaps them back to their bodies and they meet up again. They reason that the little girl is not a little girl at all, but a demon and that the children on the floor are in danger. So, they have hatched a plan to find another angel and tell it about the demon, hoping that the angel will take care of it.

And that is where we are so far. A lot has happened in just 4,000 words, eh?

NanoWriMo

For those of you who do not know, NanoWriMo is short for National Novel Writing Month, an insane endeavor crazy people undertake every November 1. Participants have until the last day of November to write a novel of 50,000 words. Now, 50,000 words does not a novel make in the real world, more like a novella, but it is a good goal.

If you write 1,666 words a day, every single day, you will reach your goal easy. But my experience has been that it is impossible to do this. Something will always keep you from writing every single day, whether it be the flu or the evil God of procrastination. So far, I'm doing great.
I have 4,000 words at the moment and my goal is to reach 6,000 today. I'm not sure what I will have at the end will make a whole lot of sense, but hey, I'm doing it anyway.

If you are doing NanoWriMo 2008, drop me a line and let me know how you're doing!

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Miracle Worker and novella update

Some of you may be aware that I have had Fibromyalgia, a neuromuscular chronic pain disorder for the past nine years. It has made my life hell and every year I get worse. It has really affected my ability to write, because it affects my ability to concentrate and zaps my energy.

Recently, I read an article in a local newspaper about a chiropractor that is an upper cervical specialists. I was diagnosed after a severe fall and it mostly affects my neck and shoulders. Apparently, the first vetebrae is called the Atlas bone and holds the head up. If it is out of place, it can have dire consequences. I went in and got evaluated and was told that yes, I needed his help. I was feeling skeptical, but I had my first adjustment yesterday. I got on my needs with my head turned to the right and flat on a padded table. He pushed really hard behind my skull and there was an enormous cracking sound. At first I thought he'd broken my neck, but then I realized that I was okay. I felt different. Sore, but different. I'm not really ready to say I'm better yet, but last night I slept peacefully for the first time in years and I woke up feeling rested. I usually wake up hurting badly and feeling tired. I still have pain, but it is more of a soreness, than anything else. I've been really super tired today, but I think that just may be the shock to my body. I have felt calm all day when usually I'm feeling confused and anxious.

So, I'm really hoping that this is the answer.

Now, for the novella. It's going slow, but good. The rewrite of Chapter One has been chosen as an Editor's Pick on the review site I frequent. This is a publisher run site that requires payment for membership. The only thing I don't like about the site is that the process is slow for me. You have to review probably two to three stories to gain enough points to post your own. When you are talking about chapters, it gets to be time consuming. I have gotten some good reviews and it still needs work, but when I get it done it will be good.

I really want this first longer work to be as good as it can be.

I'm in mid-draft right now. I've probably got a couple of more rewrites to do before I'm done and then I must decide what to do as far as publishing. I really don't have the money to publish it myself, but that is what I would like to do. I have two very talented artist friends who I could contract for the artwork. I can lay it out myself and work with a printer. I used to do desktop publishing. The only big problem is the money to print the copies, well that and the marketing. I know how to market, but I also know it takes money to do it right. I may see if I can pick up an ad for inside back cover and maybe an insert. That will help pay for some.

I'm also toying with the idea of doing it as a podcast and letting people download it for a fee. That is an area with which I am not familiar.

I'd be interested in hearing any opinions.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Me


For those who have never met me and may wonder what I look like...here I am. Yeah, I look like a school teacher.
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Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Today's News

In Columbus, Ohio a man was caught trying to collect urine out of a boys' bathroom. Apparently, he drinks the stuff for sexual kicks. Ewwww. Now that's a horror story. Here's the link to the full story: http://www.10tv.com/live/content/local/stories/2008/09/08/story_patton.html?sid=102

On politics, I'm sick of hearing about both Obama and McCain. I think Palin is nauseating. And CNN National Polls are now showing Obama at 45% and McCain at 47%. Now I'm scared. I shudder to think what will happen if we have to put up with another four years of Republicans in office. McCain wasn't too bad, but Palin is a nightmare. I'm sure there are a lot of women out there who agree, if they take a close look at her. I'm not crazy about Obama, though I do like Biden. I hate that Ron Paul was shut out of the debates. We should teach both the big parties a lesson and vote Libertarian. The Republicans and Democrats have both had their chance, so why not let the Libertarians show what they can do. People are afraid of change, in the end, that may be why Obama/Biden loses. Oh, I'm not throwing in the towel. There's still plenty of time for America to wake up.

And in the literary world, a judge blocked a website from publishing a Harry Potter lexicon, citing that it would cause author J.K. Rowling 'irreparable harm.' Okay, I agree on the judge's decision, because I don't think a lexicon would come under fair use. Doing character comparison's is one thing, but to go in and do an in-depth encyclopedia is another. Now, would such a book cause J.K. Rowling irreparable harm? I seriously doubt that. I mean, come on, she's one of the richest women in the world. Here's the link: http://www.cnn.com/2008/SHOWBIZ/books/09/08/harry.potter.lawsuit.ap/index.html

I didn't watch the VMA's, but congratulations to Britney Spears for her comeback. I've never been a huge Britney fan, but I applaud anyone who is battling mental illness and triumphs. I wish everyone who suffered the way she has had the support that she does. Unfortunately, they don't. If you know someone who suffers from a mental illness, be it bipolar, schitzophrenia, anxiety, or even depression, no matter the illness, try to understand and be supportive to that person.

Okay, I now have a favorite new show. I watched episode one of Tru Blood last night, the vampire show based on the Charlaine Harris books and I loved it. I think the girl who plays Tara may want to tone it down just a little. She's hostile to the point of being annoying. I'm still not sure about the guy playing Bill the vampire. But Sam is adorable and Anna does a great job playing Sookie. I need to get the books and start reading. I read a couple of them many years ago, enough years that I have forgotten a lot. I recommend the show. It's funny, different, and very entertaining. Here's an article on Alan Ball, the director: http://www.cnn.com/2008/SHOWBIZ/Movies/09/04/alan.ball/index.html

That's all I have to write about for now. Off to take my oldest to the dentist. Have a great day and drop me a comment if so inclined.

Sunday, September 7, 2008

Toni's Take on the News

First item up, Mackensie Phillips is off to rehab again after being caught with herion and cocaine. And guess what else she was charged with? She got a misdemeanor charge of unauthorized possession of a hypodermic needle or syringe.

Are they making these charges up? You have to have authorization to be in possession of a hypo or syringe now? I had an upstairs neighbor who used a hypo to inject his turkey with orange liquer for Thanksgiving dinner and another who uses a horse syringe to make some specialized liquor shots.

Maybe the writer should have written paraphenalia. That I would have understood.

As for Sarah Palin, she gives me the heebie jeebies. That and she put a $150 bounty of wolves. She's just a cuter Ann Coulter. Not to mention what she'll do to women's rights to prove she's tough. It seems to be she's done everything she can to prove she can play with the boys, but how can you play with the boys and still have the girls like you? I don't like her either way. It doesn't matter to me that she is from Alaska. Alaska is one of the states and deserves to be treated equally. I don't understand why everyone is making fun of her being from Alaska. I just don't agree with her views.

Now for news that makes you go "Ewwww." A girl was murdered in an attempted rape, but the guy who killed her didn't rape her. It turns out that a worker at the morgue did. Here's the link: http://www.wlwt.com/cnn-news/17389773/detail.html

That's my take on the news for today.

Friday, September 5, 2008

Writing Update

At DragonCON I met a comic writer for Heavy Metal magazine who is a very cool guy. He is now helping me learn how to write in comic script format. He sent me an e-mail, explaining the basics and I took a story and changed it over to comic format.

First, I took some printer paper and a pencil. I drew out the panels and wrote the captions. I also wrote the descriptions for the artist. It didn't take me but an hour to do it and the story is actually much better for it. Then I put it into Word using basic comic script format, which goes something like this:

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PAGE ONE

1/4 (Page One, Panel Four)

Caption (top): I knew Jim had a secret, but I never in a million years figured him for a fairy.

Pic:

Split Panel
We see a girl staring through a lock. On the other side is a man stretching, thinking he is alone. He has fairy wings.

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Like I said, I still have a lot to learn.

When I was a kid, I loved reading comics. I read all the old EC comics and I was a Marvel fan. I liked some DC, but Marvel had the best story lines and characters. It had never occured to me that I could write comics. Now I'm thinking it is a possibility, especially now that there are more horror markets for comics.

This is just another avenue for my work, another skill to hone. And it's fun.

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

DragonCON ~ Saturday

Saturday is pretty much a blur. I missed the parade due to exhaustion, but the boys got to see it. I took the boys to eat and we walked around. They didn't find anything they wanted to do. There needs to be more kids programming for older kids. They did get to see a wrestling match where one of the wrestlers picked other one up, held him high and threw him into a wall by the door, taking the wall out. They sent the scary hotel security guy to check things out. Zane loved it and didn't want to leave, but Donald was bored. I wanted to take them to other things, but my legs were just not up to it. I think next year I may need to get a hoverround.

Michelle and I met up with Dana Snyder and crew Saturday night at a film festival. They couldn't leave until 3am, so we went upstairs to the green room party. Nathan Fillion showed up and I introduced myself and told him how much I enjoyed Sliver. I then asked a really stupid question and stumped him completely regarding who sang the song at the end of the movie. Davey and I tried to get Michelle to talk to him, but she was too nervous. I'll talk to anyone. They are people too. And if you are at the same party, it puts you on the same playing field. I also met some other really cool and interesting people. We discussed art, science, and just life in general. Davey wasn't drinking because he was driving, but Michelle was drinking and giving him a hard time about his being sober. We ended up chasing Michelle all over the lobby of the Hyatt taking pictures as you can see if you look through the posts. Michelle was really disappointed because her idol Kevin Sorbo didn't show up to the party. She wanted to get a picture of them arm wrestling. There's always next year.

Monday, September 1, 2008

DragonCON 2008 ~ Friday

Well, we left early, but due to the horrendous construction in downtown Atlanta, I had to take an alternate route. It took us two hours to get there. I was standing in front of the hotel unloading when I realized that about a foot away and looking expectantly at me was Lance Hendrickson (Bishop from Aliens). A DragonCON staffer asked me, "Are You Christine?" Only having eyes for one of my favorite actors of all time, I said, "Hi, Lance. How are you?" I think he answered, "Just fine." The staffer then asked me if I was Christine again and I had to answer no. Apparently they were looking for the person who was supposed to drive Lance. If I didn't have the kids with me, I would have said, "No, but do you need a ride?"

I met him later at the Walk of Fame. We actually know someone in common. Chris Ellis who played the Coroner in Millenium is an old family friend. Lance is a fan of Memphis. He gave me a free autograph. He seemed so calm and pleasant. I really don't see how they do it, being shuffled around constantly and having to sign autographs for hours on end.

So, I dropped my luggage off and then dropped my kids off in the computer gaming area. My husband is Don Stauffer, Director of Computer Gaming for the con. Then I had to hustle over to the Hyatt to get my badge. It was hot and I'm on the South Beach Diet which seems to have upped my metabolism, so I was sweating horribly. My panel was at 2:30 and I made it with five minutes to swear, but I looked awful. My face was red and my hair was wet.

The panel was Vampires, Ghosts, & Other Supernatural Beings. I shared the panel with Christina Barber, but I can't recall who else at this time. They made a major change in the way they categorized everything and now I'm on the Dark Fantasy: Horror track. I'm not sure I like the changes. It seems there are way too many sub categories within the tracks. Why can't we just have a Horror track. What is this Dark Fantasy?

After my panel, I went and picked up my luggage from the bell captain and dropped it off in the room and I did something with the kids until later, but I can't remember what. They were bored the entire time apparently. I gave them the schedule and told them to pick out things to do and they couldn't find anything.

My room was in the Hilton, but all the writing stuff is in the Hyatt, two hotels away. Needs to say my legs and feet were killing me. I have fibromyalgia, so what makes someone else very sore, cripples me. I'm going to work hard this year to try to regain muscle strength and lose weight. I don't want to be in a wheelchair next year.

Michelle met up with me and we went to dinner and then on the way back to the room, we met Dana Snyder, aka Master Shake from Aqua Teen Hunger Force. Once of nicest and funniest guys on the planet. He and Michelle clowned around. We also met some of the Game Stop Entertainment Staff, several who'd come all the way from Ireland (Brian and Aaron). These were really nice guys who made us feel very welcome. We had a great time, although someone called security on us because Brian's deep voice carries too easily even when he speaks normally.

I guess you can say the party was successful if Security shows up. We ended up going to bed around 4am, but I couldn't sleep because of my legs hurting. I took a hot bath and took a muscle relaxer and a hydrocodone and finally fell asleep around 6am. All and all it was a great day, except for the fact that I missed Dr. Horrible's Sing-a-long Blog because I didn't feel up to walking to the Sheraton.

DragonCON 2008 ~ Donald


My son Donald the next morning after he fell asleep wearing eyeliner he'd used to draw on his face.
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DragonCON 2008 ~ Zombie Love


This guy's costume was excellent. He was quite cute on the side that was blown away.
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DragonCON 2008 ~ Michelle & Scary Clown


Michelle the Scream Queen. Oh, her tongue is orange because of the Sparks drink she was drinking. It was a caffienated malt beverage and had her running around like a tipsy Energizer Bunny.
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Michelle & Atlanta's Finest


Michelle and Atlanta's Finest. They were very nice.
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DragonCON 2008 ~ Michelle & Elvira


Michelle and Elvira: Mistress of the Dark. I really like this picture.
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DragonCON 2008 ~ Naked Cowboy




Yeah...um...'nuff said.
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DragonCON 2008 ~ The Tick


Michelle swoons as she is saved by The Tick! This guy was really nice, handsome, and built like a Mack Truck.
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DragonCON 2008 ~ Davey Beauchamp




Michelle braided Davey's hair, much to our amusement.
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DragonCON ~ 2008 Predator Purse Snatcher


The scary Predator wanted Michelle's purse. She won in the end with her cuteness.
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DragonCON ~ Aaron Poole

This handsome guy is Aaron Poole. He wasn't on the list of guests, but he came all the way from Ireland to be at DragonCON and worked with Ken Plume and Quick Stop Entertainment. They had a panel with Dana Snyder aka Master Shake Friday afternoon. I couldn't attend because it was at the same time as my panel. Michelle didn't know anyone her own age and he was nice enough to hang out with us. I really hope he comes back next year and as a guest. He deserves it.
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DragonCON 2008 ~ Dana Snyder


My daughter Michelle seeing through the eyes of Dana Snyder. It was hilarious watching these two clown around together.
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DragonCON 2008 ~ Dana Snyder

Friday night Michelle and I ran into Dana Snyder aka Master Shake from Aqua Teen Hunger Force in the Hilton's bar. Dana is one of the nicest people and fun to be around. We didn't get to see him much because he was so busy. You should have seen the lines of people in the Walk of Fame who wanted to get his autograph. I guess I should have asked him for one while we were hanging out, but we were having so much fun that it didn't occur to me.

For that night, it didn't seem like we were at one of the largest con's in the country. It was like we'd met an old friend and were just having a blast together.
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DragonCON 2008 - Michelle


This is my daughter Michelle. She is 22 and can't resist the cute & fluffy Ewok.
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Thursday, August 28, 2008

DragonCON

Well, my pretties. I know I haven't posted here in a long time, but now I have Picasa and it makes it easier for me to add photos to my blog. You should be hearing more from me. I've been really busy with three boys in three different schools this year. That and the fibromyalgia. It's been a tough year.

I finally got around to uploading my photos from HyperiCON from May and thought I'd share some of them with you. Feel free to post comments.

I'm leaving either tonight or early in the morning for DragonCON. I have a 2:30 panel tomorrow called: Vampires, Ghosts, & Other Supernatural Beings. I have no idea who else is on the panel, but it should be interesting. It will probably have Laurell K. Hamilton on it and Sherrilyn McKenyon since that topic is right up their alleys. It's the only panel I have, which will leave me free to do whatever. Mainly drag two little boys around and take lots and lots of pictures.

I'll post the pictures when I get back. Right now I have to go pick up my eldest son from band practice and then set about finding the battery charger for my camera.

Be back soon,

Toni

HyperiCON 2008 ~ Alethea Kontis


My friend and talented writer and editor Alethea Kontis making brain shots at the APEX DIGEST party. This is a lady of many talents. She told me how to make them, but I don't remember the directions now. It involved Baileys. I know the shots looked totally disgusting, like brain tissue and blood floating in alcohol. But they tasted like strawberries and cream! Yum!
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HyperiCON 2008 ~ Alex McVey


Not only is Alex McVey a fantastic artist, he is also one hell of a guitar player. I put this in black & white with sepia tones because it seemed reminiscent of one of the photos you'd see on an old album cover from the fifties or sixties.
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HyperiCON 2008 ~ Party Animals


I don't know these young men, but this was the party after the zombie beach party. Much fun was had. Maybe too much fun. ;)
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HyperiCON 2008 ~ Steven Shrewsbury


My friends Evyl Ed and Steven Shrewsbury aka Shrews. He has a new book out. Here's his site: http://www.stevenshrewsbury.com/
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HyperiCON 2008 ~ Joe Lansdale


Joe Lansdale at HyperiCON 2008.
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HyperiCON 2008 ~ Joe Lansdale


This is Joe Lansdale reading at HyperiCON 2008 ~ Nashville, TN. He is a very entertaining reader.
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